Alrighty so yeah its like 8:22 in the morning the day after From The Pawn/Rule of Thumb/Let it Die/Fight Night show, and the last time I updated this thing was about 4 months ago, so yeah alot of things have happend in 4 months so this blog entry might be long. To start off things are going extremly well with my girlfriend and whatnot we got into somewhat of a routine of seeing each other, every once and a while I go over to Brooklyn, but most of the time she comes here which is awesome, and we're growing closer and closer every day =). Tom Farley got extreamly popular in the mist of my crew and started chillin with us more and his previous (asshole) metal friends less which is ill.Went to mad ill shows like Into the Moat, Acacia Strain + more all the way in PO-KIP-SEE, I went with Vikki Mosh Pants, Tom Farley, The Fat and met up with Shaun TS, Kevin TS, and Issac TS and owned shit up there and into the moat was just as amazing as they are on CD. So yeah that was good times. Went to see Norma Jean and Atreyu (I FUCKING HATE ATREYU) but i went cause my girlfriend likes them, ended up having a pretty bad time cause it was just a huge plase filled with fuckin nu-metal homo kids that don't know shit about dancin and fuckin run into each other like idots. Also saw Remembering Never, 18 Visions at one show, It Dies Today several times, Rule of Thumb at an open mic, Speechless at Gunpoint/The Red Chord (FUCKING AMAZING SHOW), speaking of which I'm the new guitarist of Speechless at Gunpoint which is ill so I can join in on the beatdown writing and whatnot. We started chillin at Coco's dads house in Rockville Centre which was ill cause it was just like a week of his dad away and like all of our people chillin some drinking some smoking but all havin a good time. The previous week we went to the PO-CO-NOSE for a couple of days for Castros birthday which ended up being a mess of people drunk me and coco owning people with markers and coco bear-assing everyone, ghost haunting, and the term "waddup" being frequently used by Tom Farley, Jen Drago, Gary, Castro, Jen Bukhout, and I. We started chillin with kids like Kevin, Shaun, Casey, shaun FYD and whatnot alot more on the weeknights and shit.

I graduated from Nassau Community College (which means nothing) but I had to say that.

I'm about to have a permenent job with Coco's father doing construstion/concrete work for  12/hrs a day. It's definatly going to be very very hard work but the pay will be good and then I can pursue my plans to move out in September and move in an apartment with Tom Farley. I'm prolly getting fired from my current job for not showing up last night and playing a show w/out coverage of my shift, I'm not sure yet though i will find out later today but it was only a part time shitty job that didn't even get me by.

Since the last time I wrote in this thing my patterns of sleep have become erratic, sometimes sleeping all day waking up feeling tired/awkward and going through my day as if it was a dream, to then sleeping almost no time at all during the night staring up at my ceiling in my bedroom and wondering why. I feel that this is not that bad of a thing (especially when you have nothing to do) but will eventually become bad when I start working full time, so yeah I must rid myself of this problem. I guess thats all for now, I will return shortly.

peace

Awesome, Sunday nights show with Anterrabae, Folly, A Love For Enemies was awesome. I met some really cool people rocked out on stage and ate Buger King (blah). Also my girlfriend came so I was very happy about that but she was only able to stay for my band =( cause she lives far away and whatnot, but at least I got to see her again =) so that was awesome. Meanwhile Stoney got some beers from Folly and drank with them which was cool of them considering that Stoney is not 21. Like  a week before that I went to go see A Better Way To Die, with Stray From The Path, The Hostage Heart, Bela Kiss, and The Pedestrian. Which was another good show, not too many people thou but still alot of fun. Then before that was The Red Chord, and Evergreen Terrace, another awesome show lots of cool hardcore + metal kids. Then after that was Norma Jean, Throwdown, and Evergreen Terrace, I saw alot of people from school and fuckin danced the night away abusing the morons that don't know how to dance and just haveing a grand ol' time. Yeah and my band has another show with On Broken Wings, and Stray From The Path which I'm pretty excited about, but it's in Lakegrove which I dunno where that is but its somewhere out East on the island, eh but whatever its definatly worth the trip. Yeah I miss my girlfriend alot I really don't get to see her enough but whatever I'll deal with what I have cause regardless I know for a fact that there is no unity like ours <3<3=)

"You won't even hear me coming. Flattery honed like a radar detector. I've mastered the art of procrastination and I've come prepared for situations alike. We'll be fine, alright. Cause we're sick and tired of disguising regret through complexities and catch phrases. Cut the transmission! Burn down the radio lines! This town could use some excitement, it'll be fine. Shakedown tonight!"

-Anterrabae